The end has begun…

How painful can this feeling be?

How can something so wonderful end so painfully?

My heart weeps; my heart is so sour….

But I guess that’s how all good things come to an end…

I have reached the end of the road,

This is when I bid farewell,

Farewell to a lot of pain, disrespect, self demotion….

Farewell to a painful, yet so wonderful past…

This is when I look forward to the future with fear,

The future that looks so bleak from where I’m sitting,

The future that is so difficult to face by myself.

This is when I start to wonder how unfair life is,

This is when I start to wonder how God can allow such pain,

The end has created such anger, such hate inside of me,

I feel like I will explode, I feel like my heart has been stabbed,

My hypertension has probably reached its all time high…

How do I calm it down, breathing exercises might help….

I can’t breath properly, this is damn painful…..

The end has begun!