Nelson Mandela
was laid to rest on 15th Dec 2013. John Carlin in his new book ‘Knowing Mandela,’ reveals why he never
forgave the former wife who has featured through out the 10 day mourning period
and even in the official programme.
TWO weeks before Nelson Mandela’s release from prison in
February 1990 I went to see his wife, Winnie, at her home in Diepkloof
Extension, the posh neighbourhood of Soweto where the handful of black people
who had contrived to make a little money resided. It was known as Baverly Hills
to Soweto’s other presidents.
Winnie’s home, funded by foreign benefactors, was a two-floor,
three-bedroom house with a garden and a small swimming pool. The height of
extravagance by black standards, it would have more or less met the aspirations
of the average white, middle-class South African
Zindzi, Winnie’s slim and attractive second daughter, was 29 but
looked younger in a yellow T-shirt and denim dungarees. It was 9.30 a.m. and
she was in the kitchen frying eggs. She invited me in and started chatting as
if we were old friends. The truth was that I had not scheduled an interview
with Winnie. I had just dropped in to try my luck. But Zindzi saw nothing wrong
in me giving it a shot.
Mum, she said, was still upstairs and would probably be a while.
As I hovered about waiting (and, as it turned out, waiting, and waiting friends
of Zindzi wandered in for coffee and a chat. Completing the South African
middle-class picture, a small, wizened maid in blue overalls padded inscrutably
around.
Finally, Winnie made her
entrance, Taller than I had expected, very much the grande dame, she displayed
neither surprise nor irritation at my presence in her home. When I said I would
like to interview her, she responded with a sigh, a knowing smile and a glance
at her watch. I said all I would need was half an hour. She thought a moment,
shrugged her shoulders and said: “OK. But you will have to give me a little
time.” She still had to put the finishing touches to her morning toilette.
The
picture presented to me by mother, daughter, friends and cleaning lady was of a
domesticity so stable and relaxed that, had I not been better informed, I would
never have imagined the depths of trauma that lucked beneath.
Winnie had been continually persecuted by agents of the
apartheid state during the 1970s and 1980s; she had borne the anguish of
hearing her two small daughters screaming as the police broke into her home and
carted her off to jail; she had spent more than a year in solitary confinement.
Trusting that her confused and stricken children would be cared for by friends;
she had been banished and placed under house arrest far away. But she was back,
her circumstances altered dramatically for the better now that Mandela’s
release was imminent.
One hour after her first entrance, she majestically reappeared,
Cleopatra still needed her morning coffee, and motioned me to wait in her study
while she withdrew into the kitchen. I had five minutes to take in the
surroundings.
On a bookshelf there was a row of framed family portraits, a
Christmas card and a birthday card. Only a month had passed since Christmas,
but nearly four since Winnie had turned 53. I could not resist taking a closer
look.
I opened the Christmas card, which was enormous, and immediately
recognised Nelson Mandela’s large, spidery handwriting. “Darling, I love you.
Madiba,” It said. Madiba was the tribal name by which he liked to be known to
those close to him. On the birthday card he had written the same words.
If I had not known better I might have imagined the cards had
been sent by an infatuated teenager. Once we began our interview. Winnie took
on just such a role, playing the tremulous bride-to-be, convincing me she was
in a state of nervous excitement at the prospect of rekindling her life’s great
love.
Close up she had, like her husband, the charisma of the vastly
self-confident, and there was a coquettish, eye-fluttering sensuality about
her. It was not hard to imagine how the young woman who met Mandela one rainy
evening in 1957 had struck him, as he would later confess, like a thunderbolt.
The Mandela the world saw wore a mask that disguised his private
feelings, presenting himself as a fearless hero, immune to ordinary human
weakness. His effectiveness as a leader hung, he believed, on keeping that
public mask from cracking. Winnie offered the greatest test to his resolve.
During the following years the mask cracked only twice. She was the cause both
times.
The first was in May 1991. She had just been convicted at
Johannesburg’s Rand Supreme Court of assault and accessory to kidnapping a
14-year-old black boy called Stomple Moeketsi, whom her driver had subsequently
murdered. Winnie had been led to believe, falsely as it turned out, that the
boy had been working as a spy for the apartheid state.
Winnie and Mandela walked together down the steps of the grand
court building. Once again the actress, she swaggered to the street, right fist
raised in triumph. It was not clear what she could possibly have been
celebrating, except perhaps the perplexing straight off to jail and would
remain free pending an appeal.
Mandela had a different grasp of the situation. His face was
grey, his eyes were downcast.
The second and last time was nearly a year later. The setting
was an evening press conference hastily summoned at the drab headquarters of
the ANC. He shuffled into the room, sat down at a table and read from a piece
of paper, beginning by paying tribute to his wife.
“During the two decades I spent on Robben Island she was an
indispensable pillar of support and comfort… My love for her remains
undiminished.” There was a general intake of breath. Then he continued: “We
have mutually agreed that a separation would be the best for each of us… I part
from my wife with no recriminations. I embrace her with all the love and
affection I have nursed for her inside and outside prison from the moment I
first met her.”
He rose to his feet. “Ladies and gentlemen. I hope you ‘ll
appreciate the pain I have gone through and I now end this interview.”
He exited the room, head-bowed, amid total silence.
Mandela’s love for Winnie had been, like many great loves, a
kind of madness, all the more so in his case as it was founded more on a
fantasy that he had kept alive for 27 years in prison than on the brief time
they had actually spent together. The demands of his political life before he
was imprisoned were such that they had next to no experience of married life,
as Winnie herself would confess to me that morning.
“I have never lived with Mandela,” she said. “I have never known
what it was to have a close family where you sat around the table with husband
and children. I have no such dear memories. When I gave birth to my children he
was never there, even though he was not in jail at the time.”
It seemed that Winnie, who was 22 to his 38 when they met, had
cast a spell on him. Or maybe he cast a spell on himself, needing to
reconstruct those fleeting memories of her into a fantasy of tranquility where
he sought refuge from the loneliness of prison life.
His letters to her from Robben Island revealed romantic, sensual
side to his nature that no one but Winnie then knew. He recalled “the electric
current” that “flushed” through his blood as he looked at her photograph and
imagined their caresses.
The truth was that Winnie had had several lovers during
Mandela’s long absence. In the months before his release, she had been having
an affair with Dali Mpofu, a lawyer 30 years her junior and a member of her
defence team. She carried on with the affair after Mandela left prison. ANC
members close to Mandela knew that was going on, as they did about her frequent
bouts of drunkenness. I tried asking them why they did not talk to Mandela
about her waywardness, but I was always met by frosty stares. Winnie became a
taboo subject within the ANC during the two years after Mandela left prison.
Confronting him with the truth was a step too far for the freedom fighters of
the ANC.
His impeccably courteous public persona acted as a coat of
armour protecting the sorrowing man within. But there came a point when Mandela
could deceive himself, or the public, no longer. Details of the affair with
Mpofu were made luridly public in a newspaper report two weeks before the
separation announcement.
The article was a devastating, irrefutable expose of Winnie’s
affair. It was based on a letter she had written to Mpofu that revealed he had
recently had a child with a woman whom she referred to as “a white hag.” Winnie
accused Mpofu of “running around f***** at the slightest emotional excuse …
Before I am through with you, you are going to learn a bit of honesty and
sincerity and know what betrayal of one’s love means to a woman … Remember
always how much you have hurt and humiliated me … I keep telling you the situation
is deteriorating at home, you are not bothered because you are satisfying
yourself every night with a woman. I won’t be your bloody fool, Dali.”
In private, Mandela had already endured quite enough conjugal
torture. I learnt of one especially hurtful episode from a friend of Mandela
some years later. Not long after the end of her trial, Winnie was due to fly to
America on ANC-related business. She wanted to take Mpofu with her, and Mandela
said she should not, Winnie agreed not to, but went with him anyway. Mandela
phoned her at her hotel room in New York, and Mpofu answered the phone.
On the face of it, Mandela was a man more sinned against than
sinning, but he did not see it that way. It was his belief that the original
sin was to have put his political cause before his family.
Despite everything, Mandela believed when he left prison that he
would find a way to reconcile political and family life. Some years after his
separation from Winnie, I interviewed his close friend Amina Cashalia, who had
known him since before he met Winnie.” His one great wish,” she told me, “was
that he would come out of prison, and have a family life again with his wife
and the children. Because he’s a great family man and I think he really wanted
that more than anything else and he couldn’t have it.”
His fallout with Winnie only deepened the catastrophe,
contaminating his relationships with other family members, among them his
daughter Zindzi. She was a far more complicated character than I had imagined
when I chatted with her cheerfully in her mother’s kitchen over fried eggs. At
that very moment, in late January 1990, her current lover, the father of her
third child, was in a prison cell. Five days later he hanged himself.
Zindzi was very much her mother’s daughter, inheriting her
capacity to dissemble as well as her strength of personality. The unhappiness
and sheer chaos that she would endure in her own private life, a mirror of her
mother’s, found expression in a succession of tense episodes with her father
after he was set free.
One of them took place before friends and family on the day of
her marriage to the father of her fourth child, six months after her parents’
separation. It was a glittering occasion at Johannesburg’s swankiest hotel,
with Zindzi radiant in a magnificent pearl and sequin bridal dress. It seemed
to be a joyous celebration; in truth, it provided further evidence of the
Mandela family’s dysfunctions.
One of the guests seated near the top table was Helen Suzman,
the white liberal politician and good friend of Mandela. She told me that he
went through the ceremonial motions with all the propriety one would have
expected. He joined in the cutting of the wedding cake and played his part when
the time came to give his speech, declaring, “She’s not mine now,” as fathers
are supposed to do. He did not, however, mention Winnie in the speech. When he
sat down, he looked silent and cheerless.
Maybe he had had time to reflect in the intervening six months
on the depth of Winnie’s betrayal. For more details had emerged of her love
affairs and of the crimes of the gang of young men “Winnie’s boys,” as they
were known in Soweto – who played the role of both bodyguards and courtly
retinue. They had killed at least three young black men, beaten up Winnie’s
perceived enemies and raped ;young girls.
Whether Mandela chose to realise it at the time, he was the
reason that Winnie never ended up going to jail. Some years later, the minister
of justice and the chief of national intelligence admitted to me that they had
conveyed a message to the relevant members of the judiciary to show Winnie
leniency.
Mandela’s mental and emotional wellbeing were essential to the
success of the negotiations between the government and the ANC; for him to bow
out of the process could have had catastrophic consequences for the country as
a whole. Jailing Winnie would be too grave a risk.
Bizarrely, one of the guests at Zindzi’s wedding, prominently
positioned near the top table, was the “white hag” Winnie had derided in her
letter to Mpofu, and she was sitting next to a man I know to be another former
lover of Winnie’s.
It also would have been difficult for Mandela to miss the
menacing glances Winnie cast towards the “hag” although I hope he missed the
moment when Winnie brushed past her and hissed at her former lover: “Go on!
Take her ! Take her!”
When the band struck up and the newly married couple got up to
dance, Mandela, who had been standing up, turned his back on Winnie and
returned stiffly to the top table. Grim-faced for the rest of the night, he
treated Winnie as if she did not exist. At one point, Suzman passed him a note.
“Smile, Nelson,” it said.
In October 1994, five months after Mandela had become president,
I spoke to a friend of his, one of the few people in whom he confided the
details of his marital difficulties. The friend leant over to me and said:
“It’s amazing. He has forgiven all his political enemies, but he cannot forgive
her.”
During their divorce proceedings a year and a half later, he
made his feelings towards Winnie public at the Rand Supreme Court, where he had
accompanied and supported Winnie during her trial in 1991.
As his lawyer would tell me later, he was arbitrarily generous
about sharing his estate, giving Winnie what was more than fair. But he made
his feelings bluntly known in the divorce hearing. Standing a few feet away
from her, he addressed the judge, saying: “Can I put it simply, my lord? If the
entire universe tried to persuade me to reconcile with the defendant. I would
not … I am determined to get rid of this marriage.”
He did not shirk from describing before the court the
disappointment and misery of married life after he returned from prison.
Winnie, he explained, did not share his bed once in the two years after their
reunion. “I was the loneliest man,” he said.
The Victorian poet Arthur Hugh Clough wrote about the “terrible
notions of duty” that boost the public figure but can stunt the private man. It
is impossible to avoid concluding that Mandela was far less at ease in private
than in public life. In the harsh world of South African politics he had his
bearing; in the family sphere he often seemed baffled and lost.
Happily for his country, one did not drain energy from the
other. Thanks to a kind of self-imposed apartheid of the mind, personal anguish
and the political drive inhabited separate compartments and ran along parallel
lines.
As out of control as she could be in her personal affairs, she
possessed a lucid political intelligence and a mature understanding of where
her husband’s priorities lay, even if she was deluded in attributing some of
his qualities to herself.
“When you lead the kind of life we lead, if you are involved in
a revolutionary situation, you cease to think in terms of self,” she said. “The
question of personal feelings and reactions dues not even arise, because you
are in a position where you think solely in terms of the nation, the people who
have come first all your life.”
•Courtesy: Sunday Times
Extracted from Knowing Mandela by John Carlin
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