I have struggled to get you out of my life, I have worked so hard not to communicate with you, I have done my best to be disgusted by you, A month later I want to be with you, why?
Yes I moved on, just for a while I haven’t found a person that I can call at 02h00am, I haven’t found the person I can call just to cry, I haven’t found the person I can be with and be confident that they love me, I haven’t found that very one person that understands me, Someone that will understand me the way you do,
Now I sit here thinking of you again, I’ve been through this before, I know I have, I know you not good for me, I know I deserve better, But then why am I thinking of you, Why am I picking up the phone to call you… Why is it that when someone hurts me, I think of you, I think that maybe you wouldn’t be doing this to me… Yet again I’m saying it, I hate missing you, Yet at the same time I’m afraid of being alone, I don’t want to be hurt, not by you, not by anyone….
Will I ever get over you? I wonder if I really should, It is so painful, thinking that I have to let go… I hate missing you my love…!
I miss the feeling of being loved, I miss the feeling of being needed, of being wanted, I need to know I matter to someone, I need to know I can talk to someone without being judged, I want to be loved again.
You keep on saying you love me, You keep on making promises, You are constantly there, well you just there, Yet on the other side you keep on hurting me, You keep on misunderstanding me, You keep on ignoring my yearning for your attention, I want to be loved again,
I want to hear you say I love you, and I want to believe that, I want to hear you say nothing, yet to me translated like a million love notes, I want you to understand me; even if you are the only one that understands me I would be happy I want to be heard, even if I haven’t said anything to you, I want to have a normal conversation with you, without fights Is it really hard to get that? I want to be loved again,
I’m sure you mean well, okay maybe I’m hoping you mean well, You keep on saying we will be fine, somehow I want to believe that, I’m trying to teach you how I want to be loved You just not getting the picture, I’m tired; yes I’m emotionally and physically exhausted, I want to be loved again.......
I hate missing you….
ReplyDeleteI have struggled to get you out of my life,
I have worked so hard not to communicate with you,
I have done my best to be disgusted by you,
A month later I want to be with you, why?
Yes I moved on, just for a while
I haven’t found a person that I can call at 02h00am,
I haven’t found the person I can call just to cry,
I haven’t found the person I can be with and be confident that they love me,
I haven’t found that very one person that understands me,
Someone that will understand me the way you do,
Now I sit here thinking of you again,
I’ve been through this before, I know I have,
I know you not good for me, I know I deserve better,
But then why am I thinking of you,
Why am I picking up the phone to call you…
Why is it that when someone hurts me, I think of you,
I think that maybe you wouldn’t be doing this to me…
Yet again I’m saying it, I hate missing you,
Yet at the same time I’m afraid of being alone,
I don’t want to be hurt, not by you, not by anyone….
Will I ever get over you?
I wonder if I really should,
It is so painful, thinking that I have to let go…
I hate missing you my love…!
I wanna be loved again..... 16.09.2013 (21h15)
ReplyDeleteI miss the feeling of being loved,
I miss the feeling of being needed, of being wanted,
I need to know I matter to someone,
I need to know I can talk to someone without being judged,
I want to be loved again.
You keep on saying you love me,
You keep on making promises,
You are constantly there, well you just there,
Yet on the other side you keep on hurting me,
You keep on misunderstanding me,
You keep on ignoring my yearning for your attention,
I want to be loved again,
I want to hear you say I love you, and I want to believe that,
I want to hear you say nothing, yet to me translated like a million love notes,
I want you to understand me; even if you are the only one that understands me I would be happy
I want to be heard, even if I haven’t said anything to you,
I want to have a normal conversation with you, without fights
Is it really hard to get that?
I want to be loved again,
I’m sure you mean well, okay maybe I’m hoping you mean well,
You keep on saying we will be fine, somehow I want to believe that,
I’m trying to teach you how I want to be loved
You just not getting the picture,
I’m tired; yes I’m emotionally and physically exhausted,
I want to be loved again.......